No..it's not Blood!!

Girls will always be girls..

I was folding linens..while zara is playing behind me with something (i didnt bother looking) while talking in her own language.
Suddenly all was quiet..i turned to look at her wondering 'apsal baik sgt ni'...I was shocked looking at her face at first, then i looked at her hands n screamed ' Zara!! NO!!! Stila mama!!!'
My lip stila pallette is ruined bc of this girl's artwork. 

tgk..budak calit lipstick kat muke

ade hati tgk cermin, admiring her artwork..a narcissist?
She giggled after being scolded

I just hv to capture zara's first lipstick moment. 
*sigh..i hv to be more careful next time..how on earth did she get her hands on my make up bag? I guess..i under estimate her height. Huhu

Auntie B in da houz!!

I'm officially an auntie today:)
Introducing my 1st nephew...

                                                                                   1 day old

Now, zara has a playmate!

Mode: Nangis sampai bengkak mata

Hukhukhuk...

I miss my baby daughter...

Everyone's gone to Putrajaya bc my sister's at the hospital n gonna deliver her 1st baby anytime.

Everyone's camping at my MIL's house, except me & dh bc we hv to work tmrrw.

My parents decided to bring zara along as nobody going to look after her after we r off to work.

This is my 2nd time being far fr zara:(

I hate this feeling.

I went bawling after seeing her curly hair bobbing out from the car window while waving gbye at us..

....i cried looking at her pampers..

....i cried looking at her playpen..

....i cried looking at her favourite toys..

....i cried looking at vitagen bottles..that's her favourite drink..

....ok, i think i shd stop crying. I don't need a puffy face n eyes tmrrw.

DH been sweet, trying to console me..sorry dear, i don't know why am i so emotional.

Zara..mama miss u so bad;,,(

p/s: perhaps i shd blame my pregnancy hormone for this outbreak.

Painless

Weird thing happened after 4 days of misery.

This morning, i woke up and the contractions were gone! Lalala...
I slept peacefully last nite and woke up this morning feeling energized n painless.
Even thru out the day till now, i only felt contractions thrice, x every hour n mins like the past 4 days.
I guess bun #2 changed his mind;)
or...
Just to scare myself, i read that when u've reached 2cm-4cm dilation, the regular contractions that
u've been hvg for several days will suddenly stop. It's a way for your body to rest, until active labor sets in several
days later. They called it prodromal labor. *gigit jari..
Owh well...whatever it is, i'm relieved that i'm x delivering anytime soon and i'm happy that i'm painless.
I can go to work happily n hv great lunches with my colleagues.
It's time to enjoy my final weeks with lots of food n quality time with zara.

Timing Contractions

In case u r wondering...i'm still here!

Despite the contractions and all the toilet drama, i'm still baking bun #2.

Went to the hosp yesterday to check on the contractions.

Dr said it might be braxton hicks or pre-term labor. But, since the baby seems active, water bag pun full lagi and everything seems nice except that my tummy is really low and the shooting pains, Dr said it might be braxton hicks la.

OK..kalau braxton hicks kenapa sgt sakit mcm nk bersalin ni?? pls...go away pain! i wanted to enjoy my final weeks.

Dr gave me 3 days mc to time the contraction in order to determine which is which.

Eventho i'm on mc for 3 days, being a workaholic me..kononnyer lah, i am in the office right now and perhaps langkah kanan masuk ct, bc after 2 hours of trial..parties wanted to resolve the matter. GOOD!! I like that.

Now, i need someone to fetch me home.

On Dr's instruction: to time contraction.

I'm a failure lah on timing my own contractions....when the pain comes, if i can bear it, i'll bear it. If i can't..then what choice do i hv? still kene thn jugak la kan? i'll grip on anything that i cud or i just bit my lips till the pain goes away.

I've uploaded contractions timer application yesterday, however, when the pain comes i failed to push the start button because i am too focus on handling the pain.

I'll try my best to time it today or tomorrow.

I need to lie down.

I want to go home now.

Hope that bun #2 cud hold on tight until our anniversary date.

p/s: Betul la org ckp experience pregnantkan anak 1st and 2nd is diff.