blood last: ko takut tak kb
blood last: tggl lagi sebulan

Tinggal sebulan lagi:) Cepat ek? I've few more weeks to kill until the BIG day. Back to the question..adakah takut? Hmm...more like somewhere in between (Tipu la kalau kata tak takut langsung, takut tu mesti la akan ade).

But, there's no other way out. Both is painful & jugak scary kan? So...i don't want to kill my few weeks with fear, but, fill it with positive thinking instead:)

What i did to prepare myself? (Note: i'm not 100% well-prepared, nothing can prepare u 100% towards delivery) :

• Read Ina May's guide to natural birth - remember? i feared the idea of natural birth during early mid semester? (ade entry about it). Aqeel's mom been bombarded with lotsa question on this topic.
  
• Research on complications during labour.
  
• Sign up for ante natal classes- I'll be attending early march. *a Note to lil one: jgn kuar early, We hv yet to go to that class.
  
• Stay positive - After all that i've been thru (reminding myself every single day to stay positive)- the mysterious bleeding, mia fr work, mia fr important events (e.g Ezany's wedding), nausea, deprived of Mcd+fave food during 1st trimester,aching body & 1001 complaints lagi...the time will finally come for me to see the fruit of love (kalau bole tanak la da nk last minute, i allowed fear to overcome the positiveness, susah payah nk think positive)
• I read that u hv to be positive during labour- the baby can feel ur fear. If the mommy takut, the baby will feel it too & last2 dia susah nk kuar.
• Prayed every single day that the delivery will be smooth & easy. Yg penting, the lil one is healthy & xde ape2 complications.
• Besides, i wanna see the cute face & the gender - Ikut muke sape? Fair ke? Cute tak? Betul ke it's going to be Kb Jr (i've laid my eyes on that cute lacey baby shoes)
• I can't wait to see DH handling the lil one. Hahahaha..it wud be pretty amusing. I wanna hear him sing a lullaby to our lil one. Owh and jugak nk tgk how good is him as a birthing coach & how loud will he be masa dia adzan & iqamatkan the lil one (DH is a shy2 person)

P/S: Sbnrnyer kan, I think the scary part wud be the challenges in nurturing ur children.